Are you really available??

OK, this is day 3 of me really thinking about the lack of evolution surrounding our relationships.   

I have a lot going on right now, which has nothing to do with my relationships.  But, the more I think about it; maybe it does, because if I’m feeling stressed, frustrated and overwhelmed, it has to boil over somewhere; and normally, its spills out on to the ones closest to us.  Maybe, I should take a closer look at how my life is affecting those closest to me?  That’s what I really mean, when I say; “the lack of evolution surrounding our relationships”.

When I speak about relationships; I’m speaking in terms of ALL types of relationships. 

Family relationships; Workplace relationships; Neighborhood /Community relationships and of course the relationship, we have with ourselves.  I’m going to examine all aspects of relationships and try to expose the necked truth as to why our relationships are in such a distorted dysfunctional reality? And, ultimately; bring about awareness and a consciousness for all us to put more effort into creating healthier more loving relationships.

Yesterday, I mentioned, that I had met this guy who wanted to be VERY available to me, within 3 days.  I told him, the next man I choose to be with, MUST be available.   I always seem to attract men that are unavailable, either emotionally, mentally, spiritually or physically.  So, when this most recent guy, was trying to be VERY available to me, why did it turn me off????   It was just too much, too soon!!   

So, I guess the real question is, “Do I really want a man to be available to me???  Or was he just not my type”?

This is what some men would say is the problem.  That some women do not know what they want?  But, I wouldn’t say “that at all”. 

 I know what I want…..I just, want…. What I want….. When I want it!!!

 Am I spoiled, or am I exercising my God-given right.

 Only, time will tell!

Until next time,

     Love and Be Loved,

              Charlette Marie

One Night I Had A Dream

One night I had a dream….
Where, there was serenity,
Tranquility, and abundance of
Prosperity.

All were free,
Able to let live…Able to just be.

There were no confusions, no illusions,
We all had a purpose to fulfill.
And, everything we said or did, was based on love,
So, therefore, we knew it was real.

One night I had a dream…
There was only one church, and we were all the same.
Giving praise to our heavenly father,
And, always asking in Jesus name.

There was No sickness, No sadness,
No worries, No fears,
No poverty, No hunger,
No pain, No tears.

One night I had a dream… and, all was good,
As God had planned it to be.
His secret plan, had been revealed,
His love for us had set us free.

One night I had a dream…
And, God spoke to me.

“You are free from your sinful nature
No longer a slave to temptation.
You are free to live in the light,
And, the Holy Spirit, will be your salvation”

“Maintain love, admiration; endure separation.
Know when the time is right,
We will unite”.

“Spread the Good News,
Multiplication is the key.
Sacrifice your earthly life,
And, I will bless all, who put their trust in me”.
One night I had a dream…
And, I cried in my sleep.
Soon, I would awake,
And, this would be a sweet memory to keep.

As, I laid in my bed,
With my eyes closed tight.
Not wanting to get up,
And, afraid to turn on the lights.

Thoughts of my dream,
Gave me power from within,
I had comfort in knowing,
It was just the beginning, and the not the end.

One night I had a dream…
And, the world was as it should be.
Full of Love, Peace
And Harmony.

One night I had a dream…
And, reality spoke to me.

Charlette Marie